Tears

I am hurt. Very hurt. Everything that matters to me is slipping out of my hand. I want it back. I cannot survive without it.

I know you still angry. Please stop. Its killing me.

To god,
why is it that everytime i need someone i just end up crying to myself?
have i hurt everyone around me that much?
are you forcing me to seek you?
why?
take the pain away, or take my life for it.

:'( the last petal fell, I am alone.