Thursday, May 8, 2008

Faith

May the best way be shown god, may it be favourable. This is what I prayed for and I presume it contradicts itself. The best way for me may not be favourable indeed. Deliberately a choice has been made for a greater good. I was rejected admission into Yishun Junior College just a few minutes ago. The vice-principal has stated it was apparently too late this year. Nevertheless I am assured to get a place the following year. This seems to be the only light in all the darkness indulging me now. Furthermore he has also offered to guide me with notes and materials necessary in order to ‘get the hang’ before next year. Amity is reached by us I should say. I implicate this as my actual start towards my dreams. Till I reach the soft subtle shores upfront, there is an uttermost condition to sail pass a stormy year. I am going to neglect the comments which come my way and offer nothing but discrepancy to any negative setbacks. My only vision will be my ambition.

Leaving that aside, I got to find a job now to avoid the relentless times to come. For now I am in need of peace and relaxation, both unattainable at home. Going outdoor soon, looking for inspirations.

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