I have never met another existence on earth that has hurt me as much as you. Despite all those tormenting words, despite suffering the one sided view and despite going to the verge of giving up finally on you, I failed to take another step forward. I cannot move on without you. Have had numerous advises, countless discrimination, disgusting opinions on how to lead my life without you. I cannot accustom myself to listen to them. Cause deep inside I am truly fighting between my egoistic charm and inferior motives. I do not care about feeling inferior for the first time. I do not care about stooping low. I do not care about what others might have to say. All I know is that i need you back.
Give me a chance to explain myself. Do not sympathise but please empathise.
Why would I plan kill the trust I’ve grown upon me?
Why would I do it in purpose?
Hypocrite is what I’m called.
Friend is what I tried to be.
Failure is what I’ve deemed to be.
Broken is what I’ve grown to be.
Hurt is what I’ve earned to be.
Hurt over the brim, cried over any limit, done with all that is.
The most lovable and hurtful words both come from the one you love.
Sorry.
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